“After momentarily taking my gaze away with her face turned upwards, from the distance I had unexpectedly noticed a woman coming out of the immense forest, after having tried to better discern – Mother? – Communicating between me and me with sign language, that lady was actually my mother, she was walking peacefully taking the hand of a child, to guide him out of the forest”
“The water was dark, greenish like that of the humid swamp, I was already bathing in it, without feeling any disgust, with some unknown people, without even remembering the details of their faces”
“In the meantime, I felt something strange in my body, I felt my feet act in a very unusual way, as if they were being pushed down, just as if they were sucked in, exactly like that image of the vortex that I was observing with my eyes closed”
“Suddenly I was already landed, my feet on the ground surface, to see those ruins up close, and I could see everything much better, in more detail, the walls of the ruins were a brown color with red hues edge, I’m an ancient history buff, I couldn’t define what possible era they belonged to”
“I was talking to a person, presumably a middle-aged man, of Jewish origin, he was explaining something mysterious to me, he represented in words some forms of divinity that he secretly knew, matching the knowledge of ancient alchemy”
“After my attention was completely turned towards the sensation of the sweat of that girl’s hand, the scenario had completely changed, this time it was day, and I was in a huge amusement park, with high roller coasters, colored and flashing boards, frankly it looked a lot like Shibuya”
“Body language is poetry, it is basic, it is essential, it is universal, it is innate.
The synchrony of the energetic vibrations that produce the body movement is more powerful than the voice, creates more extensive dynamics and has a greater influence on shaking the inner energies”
“the sea level was rising dramatically, continuing to swell, reaching an impressive height, which had begun to invade the terrace of the house from which I was, and consequently had dominated whole house”
“After a brief observation around the place, with surprise, not far from me, I saw that there were those long and deep roots that covered part of a small pyramid, it was exciting, it was a rare moment because I don’t often dream of pyramids”
“In the blink of an eye, I was quickly carried away, on the back, heading towards an unknown destination, the image gradually returned to being stable, then I realized that my feet were rubbing gently and painlessly on the watery layer of an unknown ocean, as if my guiding spirit was flying with impressive speed, at low altitude, taking me with it”
“I didn’t understand what they could be, they looked like one of those ancient drawings of some lost civilizations, or maybe it was even a mysterious figure of alchemy”
“But as soon as I opened the front door of the restaurant, the setting had changed completely, out there, it was snowing, and it was all covered in snow, streets, buildings, the electricity had gone out due to the abundance of snow and the pungent cold”
“I remember clearly that I was walking in a wide and elegant sidewalk, those typical long and wide tree-lined avenues in the big European cities, the central part of the street there were well-kept gardens that offered a pleasant view when walking around”
“The need escaped me, I headed towards the bathroom, and I find that there was this particular and small toilet, but I was not dazed, as if it were a normal and daily thing for me, I had started pissing, too much, until I did fill and go out of the toilet, I felt a sense of disgust”
Could everything I went through in my childhood be avoidable?
Why do I like many other people see or have seen so badly about life?
How did these pessimistic thoughts arise?”